Living it.

Today is the 12 month anniversary since Adi & I 1st met.

Who would have thought that a year ago 2day a sheepish 19yr old walked into my house, and because there were so many people here he had no idea who i was (yes you guessed it, it was a blind date).

We met through a mutual ex (now how mad does that sound).

12 months on & lots of ups & downs l8a we are still 2gether. We didn't make it official until the 2nd December 2004 but we're still here and it's miracle for me to be in a relationship this long (i am a bastard to live with).

He has realised over the last 12 months that he can't live without me and that he does love me (well who wouldn't, i'm such a lovable guy, ask anyone). I knew i loved him after 5 days. it takes some people so long to see whats in front of thir faces.

I have realised that i can't lock him in a box and throw away the key (although i would love to). I'm a lucky man to have such a good looking bloke on my arm who men drool over and try to force their phone numbers on.

He's not Adonis but he has something about him. (sexy ass legs!)

I look @ myself in the mirror and think "why is he with you, your short, fat, going bald and 34".

I hope this will last for my lifetime @ least, it's not gonna b that long ne way, i'm unfit, smoke and have severe asthma.....STOP it pete your supposed to be celebrating not getting mordlin.

Well i think it's about time i started a BLOG. My partner has a blog, his friends have a blog, i started a blog but didn't carry it on. Now i have found Landers (a very good old friend (sorry, less of the old)) blog n now i think it's gonna b a good way for us to keep in touch.

So here we go.........

Why is everyday so different ? but still the same ?

I've had about 15 people through my door today all with their own set of problems and issues. Complaining about this n that.

Kayleigh - When her boyfriend is back from the states (2 months @ camp america)

Nikki & Grant - How pregnant nikki looks and how the house is sold now they have no where to live....and btw can i use your printer to print some invoices off.

Allan H - I got no weed, do you know anyone? my wife this, my wife that.

Danny & his mum - money, car, danny with no job.

Adrian - who is in the house, who he likes, who he hates. he doesn't live here anymore and can't comment on it. + Work + Coke a cola + no car + + + + +

How about me, i'm going through a mad time at the minute, i haven't had any money since june 5th. :-(

I have an appeal going through for Incapacity Benefit (Depression), i have just been rejected for lower rate income support because of the dates. I have an interview later today about job seekers allowance.

The bills are mounting up, they are now over £1000.00......where the hell am i supposed to find that kind of cash from?

Adrian owes me half the money but because i have asked him to leave (i just couldn't live with the stress he gave me about things that made me happy). Who knows if i'm ever gonna see it off him ?. They're not major things. Deal with it Adrian.

Well enough of the rant, time for me to close i don't wanna bore you with my life t's just too depressing (now wonder i'm on the medication)

Lets see how long i can keep this blog going for.

Pete x